Life is like a Roller Coaster
Dear Creator Diary,
Life lately has felt like a roller coaster.
One minute it all seems exciting, anticipation mounting. And the next, you feel like you are plummeting to your inevitable demise.
Despite my efforts, it’s a ride I can’t seem to get off. There are blind corners of uncertainty. Distant screams filling me with silent worry.
The adrenaline is palpable. My heart pounds relentlessly, a rhythmic reminder of the fragile space between thrill and fear.
The high is only temporary. I find myself trying to grasp it tighter—trusting, hoping, wishing that might somehow keep it from fading away.
We all long to live on those exhilarating highs, but as physics has taught us, what goes up must inevitably come down.
Contentment is the difficult part. Patience doesn’t come easily, and we always crave immediate results.
I try to trust the journey. Yet, I’m anxious, impatient, constantly fearing I'll be the one to derail it all.
But maybe it isn’t up to me at all. Maybe it never was. Perhaps it’s time to loosen my grip, to trust that the ride will level out eventually. After all, I’m only a passenger, finding my way in the chaos.
And perhaps that can be enough for now.
